Hi. I feel terribly ashamed! To tell you something... uhh, be warned, I got to see my crush today. And he got to see me in a fashion that girls would wear at a pool... bikini. Ya know, my counselor was right: you like him, but imagine yourself NAKED in front of him. Wouldn't that make you embarassed? Now I know... yes. I got used to it... I felt pretty good after... but it's shocking. He noticed me, and looked shocked and confused. When he left, he looked at me like "this is awkward, I think I might skip the pool party next week." I mouthed to him "Bye, babe!" Of course, he looked, and he had a shocked look on his face. How shocking to me and him!